I have been in a season of change.
Finally, I have let go of sins that God has forgiven me of. Thank you Lord. But I haven't yet begun to believe what God has for my future. My own thoughts are dismal at best and yet God has plans. I want to believe Him - knowing that I will not be disappointed. I struggle with this because I have felt disappointed - and I don't want to feel this way about God. So I just shut Him off in terms of believing that He has plans for me. I must take the next step forward and believe he has plans for me.
Everything is possible for him who believes.
Mark 9 : 23